There were times in my life when I felt like I was born old. You know how horny you are when you are a teenager and how unwilling men usually are to commit themselves to a serious relationship and how terrified they are before getting married because of the idea of sleeping with just one woman for the rest of their lives? Well, I never felt that way. I mean, I was horny as a teenager, but not too horny and I was never afraid of serious relationships and marriage. In fact, I couldn’t wait to find someone to settle down with. In my opinion, marriage provided security and comfort and there was nothing better than that.
Fortunately for me, it wasn’t long until I found someone to share the rest of my life with. And we had many good years. We rarely fought, the kids turned out great and the sex, well, it wasn’t anything special, I mean there weren’t any fireworks, but it was fine. At least I thought so. My wife never complained about it and naturally, I thought that she was satisfied. I guess that now when I think about it, I should have noticed that she could have enjoyed it more, but at the time, I really believed that women were not that into sex. Yes, I now know that women sometimes enjoy it even more than we do, but I admit that I was ignorant or old-fashioned or whatever.
Of course, I knew that we kind of drifted apart, but I also thought that that situation was normal for a couple that had been together for so many years. When my wife said that it wasn’t really normal and when she told me that she thought it would be best for us to separate and start seeing other people, it all became clear. I was wrong about everything. To make matters worse, I had no idea of what I was going to do with my life. Dating was also difficult for me and it seemed almost impossible at that time.
However, as time went by, I realized that I couldn’t really be alone and that I really needed to find someone to have some fun with. And the Internet seemed like the easiest solution. After a couple of weeks, I got to meet a lot of women and I agreed to get together with one of them. When we met, I was so nervous that I could barely speak. Fortunately, she was more relaxed than me and made the whole thing enjoyable.
The time I got really nervous was the day when we were supposed to sleep together. Right at the beginning, I picked up on the fact how she was nothing like my wife. She was seductive, spontaneous and I was extremely attracted to her. Unfortunately, all of this made me even more nervous and needless to say, I couldn’t really perform. At first, I thought that the cause of it must have been anxiety, but when it happened the next couple of times when we tried, nothing changed and it seemed that my problem was more physiological than psychological.
Faced with the possibility of losing someone that great and ending up alone for the rest of my life (there is no woman who would agree to spend her life without sex, actually there probably is, but what are the odds of finding one?); I simply had to do something. And Viagra seemed like just the thing I needed.
The next time I met Sophie, I took Viagra and it worked like a charm. We had a great time and I finally managed to relax and show her some of my favorite moves. I guess that she liked them because we are still together and even though we are in our fifties, we have sex quite often and I really couldn’t be happier about how everything worked out.